thought drop 8.16.22

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mkay, it’s been a month and half since i’ve written. new goal since i’m not taking a class this fall, i will write every single day, even if it’s just a one liner. so lots going on, been in a transitional phase with alpha and client work is definitely suffering, feeling behind on everything — each day is a struggle to catch up. each day, something new comes up. i feel financially stressed or rather, i just feel like i shouldn’t be spending money the way that i have been. mostly just socializing but it adds up. it’s definitely a feeling i haven’t had for a while, but when you feel like your funds might be finite, it’s a scary feeling. i’ve been working since 15 and have never experienced a time where no new money was flowing, definitely uneasy.

also, kempton has a new foster pup! ♥