“a field of tall polkadot tentacles and flowers, psychedelic”
and just do something
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i found out yesterday that a childhood friend has stage 4 cancer. and although she is still fighting, it reminds me that there is a possibility of loss which has seemingly been more and more of a theme lately. it also makes me think of my bubble. so consumed that i forget to think about all the juxtaposition that exists out there beyond me. a speck. i think it’s just natural. not beating myself up over it (i used to more), but i appreciate these reminders. and also have to remind myself not to overreact as it’s easy to. life flows.
how i cry
let the pressure build up, behind in the middle of your face, hold it there until it dissipates
if it refuses, then let the water well up, and hold it there. make it dissipate
puppy sat this cutie this past weekend
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wrote a card to E today
need to focus and stay calm this week. 💣
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bizzy day today.
my mind is a bit of a mess, jumbled.
taking it one event at a time.
keeping things on the back burner for now.
trying not to think of the ambiguity.
put one foot in front of the other.
finding solace in something and nobody.